Thursday, April 3, 2014
Wednesday, February 26, 2014
With girls like these........Why i am Single.
After really thinking about it lately i think I am okay with
being single and alone. Maybe even staying that way forever; I am not sure if
that's a good thing or a bad thing. I have just come to an acceptance that
maybe I should be single for my good health.
After 16 different girl friends I am not sure if i want to be with
anyone after each relationship was just a pile of shit. I don’t have low self
esteem it’s just that I keep finding these horrible women. I started dating
girls in junior high so check this out, every girl in my life has tried to
humiliate, destroy or kill me. No Joke, like it really happened like this. My
last long relationship I was in was an abusive one. I was in a serious mentally
abusive relationship where the girl I was dating would make me feel like I was
a horrible boyfriend. Me the guy who would make her breakfast just for her to
tell me that I sucked at making her food. I traversed in a snow storm to get
her medicine for her stomach just so that she could tell me that she doesn't like
that medicine and refused to take it.
I am the same guy who she humiliated in front of everyone in
a Mc Donald’s after i was so kind enough to go and get her shoes from the hotel
when the shoes that she were wearing made her cry. I didn't even hesitate to
ask if she wanted me to take her shoes off for her. And she didn't hesitate to
scream at me about how she hated me and to get away from her. Yet she feels the
need to cry to me instead of her new boyfriend, which I would love for someone
to explain. The girls before her were not any better. I had a girlfriend in
high school who hated the fact that other girls actually liked me and on a
daily basis would tell me that I was a loser and ugly. She would take time out
of her day to do this so that I would only stay with her. So come to think of
it I was in two abusive relationships. I had a girlfriend who only wanted me because
she thought my family was wealthy. She had a huge jealousy problem too. She
beat a girl up because she asked me for help with her psychology homework. Yeah
she was a piece of work.
The one I dated after her didn’t have a mind of her own. i
was dating her friend more so than her. Then we have the girlfriend that I was
with for 3 months. I nicked named her the green goblin, here's why. The girl I
met was nothing like the girl I dated. Every day she had a new origin
story. She hated her dad cause he was
abusive (side note he really wasn't he is a very submissive man, her mom was
the Dom of the house.) and she loved her mom dearly. The following week her mom
took a job in another state to bring in more money for the family. And since
she didn't want to move her mother told her and father that they could stay. Nice
mom right? Her origin story changed again, her mom was the abusive one and the
father was the nice one. Don’t be her friend cause you will really get it. She
had plots to kill some of her friends and while I was dating her I was the nicest
greatest boyfriend ever. Till the morning she woke up and decided that she
wanted my friend and that she wanted to make me suffer for taking her
"true love" from her. She has been my on and off enemy ever since.
I was dating a girl last year who i knew had a crush on a
friend of mine but he rejected her. She wanted to try dating me but all she
would talk about was him. Then one day I told that I knew she liked my friend a
lot and i was okay with her pursuing him. That was the worst choice of words I
have ever made. She flipped out after that coming up with weird stories that didn’t
happen. The same night i told her this she got in her car and tried to drive
off of Mount Washington here in Pittsburgh. After my other friends ex girl
friend talked her out of it she then wanted to kill me for hurting her. What
the hell how did i hurt her buy telling her that I supported her in going after
the guy she cared about? Never forgot this one day she tried running me over
with her yellow beetle. I ran from my house in the south side to downtown
Pittsburgh to my friend’s store. This girl even went as far to stalk me at my
house and my school. She even followed my friends to see if they were going to
lead her to me.
This is why I don’t think I want to be with anyone. All the
girls i meet are just freaking lunatics. they seem normal on the outside but
when you get to know them hold on to your hats you’re in for some shit. I am
starting to think that all women are like this everywhere. And that one second I
let my guard down could be my last. I know this might seem like an exaggeration
but come one after all that I have said do you still not believe me? What do
you guys think? Do you believe there is something I am doing wrong? I am all
ears.
Friday, February 14, 2014
Kid Ankh Fet blog 11 5 The Day After Fetblog 11
Saturday, February 8, 2014
Thursday, February 6, 2014
Kid Ankh Fet blog 10: What's okay to do in public?
This is an answer to my brand new fet question this week!
Friday, January 31, 2014
Kid Ankh's Fetblog 9: What not to say to ab the first time.....
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
Friday, January 10, 2014
Kid Ankh FetBlogs 7 Trust in Fet Relationships
Kid Ankh Fet Blogs 7 Regression
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
Happy New Year!!! Kid Ankh Fetblogs Holiday Special
Side note: This is something that has been on my mind for a while. It was something that came up when i was talking to my friends recently and i thought it was a good topic. I know that there are many teens and beginning adults who are trying to discover who they are, not only in the fetish community but in life. essentially i am saying don't be afraid of you just be you. That's it ^_^. its not a comparison or anything like that its just my way of saying just be you. Happy holidays to all my watchers and followers.
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