The enjoyment of Being an AB

This is for all the abdl's out there

The Enemy of the Kink Community and Lifestyle

Playtime For an AB

Yesterday i decided to have an awesome play time. So i decided to continue my story about my superhero team that i made up for playing with my toys. And yesterday i decided to take a different approach. The Lords of Order had a meeting about a great threat they felt was coming to earth. The Lords consist of Dr.Fate, Animus(Omnimon), The Specter, and Trigus King of the Time Stream (Dialga). Sensing the threat they began plotting what they should do to prepare for the on coming threat. Meanwhile The Intergalactic Daemonite king known as Helspont launched a full scale attack on the planet Apokolips home world to the Anti-life immortal being known as Darksied. Darksied launched a full counter attack on the Daemonite army. Void Breaker A former celestial of the Breakers Guild fell in battle, but not before putting up an amazing fight against Helspont. Darksied launched his army of Doomsday clones in hope to dwindle the Daemonite army only to draw the the battle to a stalemate. Darksied Decied to face Helspont himself, and the battle between the two brought heavy casualties. The Two did extensive damage to one another with helspont coming out the winner. Helspont failed to turn Darksied into a daemonite, however he succeeded in trapping him in the astral plane using his psychic powers to their maximum. While Hespont rests from his victory his minions have found the Darksied's laboratory with the Doomsday clones dna and clone production lab along with the body of the original Doomsday. Sensing the great urgency of the situation Uatu the Watcher and Adam Warlock join the Lords of Order. See sitting on the floor and playing with toys in diapers is awesomely fun.

Mistress said Whaaaaaat?

For those of you who have been reading my fet blogs, i know some of you knew this was coming up as a topic eventually. I have always wondered this, how many ridicules things for the humiliation fetish do mistresses actually ask there charges (i dont know the proper term for people who serve mistresses) to do? This came to mind while i was reading abdl humiliation captions (cause they are always awesome). So in the caption the male character is supposedly asked by his Online Mistress to go outside in adult baby clothes and ask someone to change him. Lets pause right there, cause i cant imagine a mistress that would ask someone to do this. But supposedly he does and gets in trouble with a police women that wants to send him to the womens jail to share a cell with the scariest and biggest women in the jail in his baby clothes. But after reading this i started wonder do mistresses ask men to do things like that. I remember several times while being on different groups on this site i was always running into guys claiming their mistresses told them to post their screenname on the site so they can chat and humiliate themselves on cam. Personally i never believed they had a mistress that told them that, But i could be wrong. Now the reason i specifically use the example of mistress and men charges is because i have never in the one year i have been on this site seen a women do this. Maybe i am not in the right group or something but as always i love to learn more about this and would love to see your comments.

I only have Poly relationships but ours is Monogamous. Wait What?

So recently i was talking to a friend who is a vanilla and my roommate who is far from vanilla, we were talking about the funny thing about some women that we had met in the past. And one thing that i had remembered is talking to a girl about a year ago or a little less; wanting a relationship with me. When we met we really hit it off. we liked everything about each other. She was very into the kink way of life and even though she wasn't into my fetish. However she did accept it was apart of me. then came the funniest comment i have ever heard from anyone: "Well i wanted you to know that any relationship that i have is Poly. But you and I relationship is a monogamous one." Okay cool we are only going to be together and not date anyone else i can handle that. Then when i asked her about it to confirm my understanding i got this: "No darling. I am not going to be monogamous in the relationship. You are. I refuse to share a man like you with anyone. Your mine and only mine."

What the Fuck? Wait so let me get this straight..... She gets to fuck anyone she would like. But i can only fuck her? What kind of dumb shit is that? Yes i couldn't believe that someone had actually suggested that to me. I Thought that was the dumbest thing i had ever heard. Why would someone agree to that? My friend and roommate broke into laughter about this. My friend said that he couldn't believe someone had the balls to say that. My roommate said well how is that suppose to work? The difficult thing in a poly relationship is feelings cause you have sex with other people and over time feelings build between you and that person. That's something i could never understand about poly relationships or open relationships how do they work if feelings can be developed for other people? As for selfish relationships like the girl said to me how does that make sense at all. Was I wrong for not going with it? What do you guys think?

Truly Sweet dreams..

We all have dreams, whether sweet and awesome or night terrorish and horrible. For the first time in a while i have had a pleasant dream that i didnt want to wake up from. My dream was that i was being cared for by someone. i never saw the persons face and i could tell it wasn't the same person every instance of the dream. But in all cases it was a women, i was an adult baby who lived the lifestyle 24/7. I think my dream came around because of my writings yesterday and how much i have been thinking on the subject. its so weird how that can start to influence your dreams. It was fun to have my diaper checked, play with my action figures, and read comic books. In the dream i was only allowed to wear sweat pants and comic book character t-shirts. my sweat pants were always put in a way that the top of my diapers was revealed if you picked up my shirt. that excited me to no end, however one part of the dream was that we went to a mall and i was dressed like that. To and from the mall i was in the mini van riding to the mall in a children car seat but it was a little bigger, and i was sucking on a pacifier the whole ride. my caretaker in the dream only allowed me to wear pants when we were in public places. while in the car i could only wear a shirt and diaper. after going to the toy store in the mall and getting about 4 toysrus bags full of action figures we went back to the parking lot to leave. my care taker looked around saw no one around after loading the toys in the back of the car and proceeded to pullll down my pants and check my diaper. i was wet and she laid me on the back seats and changed my diaper. after checking that my diaper was secure we went home. i woke up at the point in the dream where i was about to be breastfed. I am wondering how much do i actually want this now. after having this dream and enjoying it so much i think its something i would want definitely. but then there were parts of the dream where i was allowed to be an adult and i enjoyed every minute of that too. i haven't had dreams like this in a long while that would make me this happy. maybe one day it will be real like my mommy said. What type of dreams have you had that made you happy i really would like to hear some of your erotic dreams if your willing to share.

"Kinks are all about sex, and how much sex you can have with it." so not true...

I have been practicing my kink for a year now. I was more active when I was little, but I am not counting that. Anyway the problem i am addressing isn't much of problem with everyone, but there are kinksters out there that have been in the community for years and say certain things that sound like a novice or someone who hasn't been in the community for very long. One of those things happens to be the title of this post. "Kinks are all about sex, and how much sex you can have with them." My sister reminded me yesterday that someone said that to us about a year ago. i thought it was so hilarious. The person was about in there forties, or late forties and said this cause they didn't understand why i was an Adult Baby. They didn't understand how I could possibly be into a fetish that isn't all about sex. "How can you have a non sexual fetish? it makes no sense" that was the precise thing said afterwards. I know not all kink community people think this way, but that doesn't mean they are not out there. It doesn't matter how long you have been in the community. To think that your in a community that is looked down upon by the vanilla world, yet your looking down upon someone who does not share your kink and doesn't judge you for it is amazing. The second you judge someone for their kink is fine but when they judge you its a damn injustice. Double standard much? I feel that we should be respectful to each others kink. And not judge people because of it. Its funny when i decided to practice my kink i told my friends. My closest friends people who are always there for me, including my roommate who is like my brother. i told them and their response brought tears to my eyes even now. "You are still you. And this is still apart of you. it's not like your mutating and we will be there through thick and thin. Cause you have been there for us all just the same". Even as I write this tears are rushing down my face. So to hear those words from someone about kinks being all about sex pisses me off. We are defined by ourselves and our actions not by our kinks. if your not into that persons kink don't ridicule them for it. Cause you wouldn't feel right if someone did that to you would you.